March 30th, 2004

Security: Subject: Life is too short for all this drama... Time: 11:32 am

I just realized this Monday that our lives can be turned around in an instant, and its way too short and unpredictable to go around being mad all the time. I really have vowed to stop worrying about everything so much, and just go with the flow. One of my sorority sister's boyfriend died this weekend...and that gave me an awakening. I want all of you to keep her and her family in your prayers, and his family as well. I can't imagine what she is going through, nor do I think I can. I love you, Kate... ...I feel like anything I say after this point is ridiculous, because nothing is as important as the things I have said above. I am just going to leave it at this: Cherish each other, and try and live for each moment.

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March 26th, 2004

Security: Subject: Its her life, not mine....whatever Time: 12:09 pm

hahaha, the title of my journal is Lynn's new phrase. She shared it with me last night. You can talk about anyone you want to...as long as you add that on the end. Because then you are making an OBSERVATION, not gossipping. Example: You see a scantily clad woman walking down the street. She is obviously a woman of naughty persuasion. You can say, "Oh my that woman, she is such a whore." But that would be gosipping. Instead, say, "That woman, she is obviously a whore. Oh well, its her life, not mine...whatever." See the difference? I thought so. My friend Martha who goes to VA tech (who is the one of the only people from high school I still enjoy talking to) gave me my friend Allison's screenname...we haven't talked since high school. Which is a tragedy, because Allison and I were really good friends growing up, in fact when we were toddlers she was probably my best friend. It was great to get to talk to her, its hard to keep in touch with everyone from high school. Shes just as sweet as ever, and I enjoyed showing her pictures of all my friends/matthew/usc...and sharing those pictures made me realize how good my life is right now. I am loving my new car. I never had a new car, and now I finally do! So if anyone wants to drive around town, give me a call. lol...well, you have to have a place to go, not just randomnly want to drive...but you know! Well...Bianca, Kyle, Lauren,Chad, Chris, and I are going to palmetto pig...yum! Bye

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March 22nd, 2004

Security: Subject: I got this from Matthew's roommate's profile....ITS HILARIOUS Time: 03:17 pm

The Nancy Drew Series By Carolyn Keene Ultra-Condensed (Nancy Drew and her friends EAT. Her mother died when she was three.) Someone: Nancy Drew, help me with this mystery. Nancy Drew: Ok. Friends, let's talk about the mystery and eat food. Hannah Gruen: Nancy Drew, be careful. Here, have a new car and an all-expenses paid exotic vacation. Nancy Drew: Look. That guy I saw being rude before seems to be involved in this mystery. (Nancy Drew and her friends EAT. They find a CLUE. They EAT. Nancy gets CAPTURED, but she ESCAPES with information that SOLVES the mystery.) Someone: Thank you, Nancy Drew. Have a reward. Nancy Drew: No thanks. THE END

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March 21st, 2004

Security: Subject: Single World Time: 11:24 pm

Bianca says I should join the single life with her... hmm...should I give it a thought? lol I'm being so dramatic lately, I really need to stop this drama aura I have going on. Especially since my friends are causing enough of that already lately! I love it when people talk to me about other people. Its so hilarious to see them act sweet to their face and then talk trash about them behind their backs. (evil laugh) oh wait...that was mean. WHO CARES. I am tired of being nice. I'll tell you a secret. A lot of people are really mean to their best friends....trust me on this one. Hey I suddenly realize no one wants to drive anyway. GAS IS EXPENSIVE! Like woah, its insane. Maybe I will be arguing about who is going to drive from now on...hah Umm...I just realize that my journal really sucks. And no one actually cares about my life, they probably just read it to get gossip or find stuff out about me they can use against me. So I am quitting now. Thanks.

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March 16th, 2004

Security: Subject: Spring Break Time: 10:22 pm

Well, Spring break was...interesting! We went to court, so that was scary...but everything turned out well. We are doing alcohol diverson, so we have to go to a few classes and then get this junk taken off our records. So hooray! I also got a new car this break! A 2003 Honda Civic. I love her! Shes so beautiful, and I can't wait until shes here with me at USC. She'll be ready to come this Friday. ITS ABOUT TIME! I don't think I am going to my formal. Which, I guess is sad, but it will be ok. I don't think I really want to go, I haven't been in a going out mood lately. I don't have very much to say right now...just that there is a lot of drama going around, and I am ready for Summer!

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March 3rd, 2004

Security: Subject: 80s mixer tshirts make me laugh Time: 12:22 pm

Well, I just saw the design for our 80s mixer tshirt...and I must say...wow. It made me laugh. It was a good idea, and it might look good on an actual shirt, but the thing is just ugly in the email. I wish I could post it on here so you guys could see what it looked like. I really like reading other people's journals and finding out stuff...even if it makes me sort of angry...its funny to see what other people are writing about their lives. I had a good day, I am feeling really happy right now. Its about 80 degrees outside, and I don't really like that...but the sun is shining, and everyone is happy because its warm. I went to Zaxby's with Bianca, and they forgot her coleslaw. Now thats just a sin... Well I really should study for my sociology test... Later!

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February 25th, 2004

Security: Subject: had a fun day... Time: 06:27 pm

So I guess today was a pretty good day. Oh, except for the fact that my Wachovia bank card just QUIT working and the stupid bank people couldn't even figure it out. I have had so many problems with them, I just switched to Bank of America. So take that, Wachovia. Matt and I had a very good long discussion last night. Hes such a great guy. Even through the bad times, we still manage to laugh. Thats what makes everything so great, I know no matter what we'll always be friends. I feel like I can tell him anything, and last night was proof of that, because we talked about some pretty heavy stuff. I just love him so much... Well, its Ash Wednesday and I just ate two doughnuts. Wow, what a good lent person I am. No, I am horrible...I didn't even get ashes on my head. Oh my. Well, I am going to go study instead of going to my mixer. Loser.

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February 20th, 2004

Security: Subject: I AM GOING HOME Time: 06:36 pm

My dad is coming to pick me up. He should be here in an hour... and my stepmom is coming too....and we're going out to dinner. And then I GET TO GO HOME. I think I am the happiest girl on the planet. I'll see you all when I get back on Sunday. BIANCA- GOOD LUCK ON DANCE MARATHON. PASS OUT WHEN YOU GET BACK TOMORROW AT SEVEN, YOU WILL DESERVE IT...24 HOURS DANCING FOR CHARITY...YOU GET MY GOOD CITIZEN OF THE MONTH AWARD. Bye Y'all.

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February 19th, 2004

Security: Subject: You can take the girl out of the honky tonk, but you can't take the honky tonk out of the girl! Time: 05:48 pm Current Mood: content

I miss Clemson. Dirt roads. Swimming off dams. Hartwell Lake. Clemson University. TD's burgers. Iced Mochas from Moe's. Judge Keller's tshirts. Football games. Hell, I even miss the pastures. Go figure. I went to the counsler yesterday. Hooray for me! It was actually sort of nice, and I feel a lot better because of it. Hopefully it becomes sort of a habit. I just know that I have been going around for a really long time unhappy. And I need to change that. Chad, Lauren, MG, and I went to Target yesterday. It was a nice little trip, and I found out that Chad listens to some rather cool music. I am so happy for Lauren :-) They make an adorable couple. I bought a pink puppy there that was on sale because it was after Valentine's day. I got him for 2.56 and hes soooo cute. I wanted to get him on Valentine's day, but he was too expensive, and I thought I would wait until he went on sale. Well, I tried to find him yesterday, and he wasn't around! So I went to the easter aisle just to look at the bunnies and such, and there he was! Hiding so that I could find him and take him home! The very last pink puppy. Oh, I am so easily excited about the little things in life. I am so happy that Chad reminded me how much I liked A Tribe Called Quest's "Can I Kick It". Very mellow. Thanks for the flashback Chad! On a side note, I am glad I was able to stay in DZ. The girls are awesome, and I can't believe I almost had to give it up. In the fall I plan on being super involved, especially since I will have a car. So thats something to look forward to. Well, I have to go get ready so that Babs, Robert, Brooke, Bennett, Bianca, and I can go to Monterry's. Does anyone else realize that Robert and I are the only people in that sentence with un-B names. And he doesn't even count because of "bob." So that makes me the freak. Great. lol. Later, Taters.

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February 17th, 2004

Security: Subject: Summarizes how I feel some times... Time: 08:24 pm Current Mood: gloomy

I would have given you all of my heart But there's someone who's torn it apart And he's taken just all that I had But if you want I'll try to love again Baby, I'll try to love again but I know The first cut is the deepest Baby I know the first cut is the deepest But when it comes to being lucky he's cursed When it come to loving me he's worst I still want you by my side Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried And I'm sure going to give you a try And if you want I'll try to love again (tryyy) Baby, I'll try to love again but I know The first cut is the deepest Baby I know the first cut is the deepest But when it comes to being lucky he's cursed When it come to loving me he's worst I still want you by my side Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried But I'm sure gonna give you a try 'Cause if you want I'll try to love again (try to love again) Baby, I'll try to love again but I know The first cut is the deepest Baby I know, the first cut is the deepest When it come to being lucky he's cursed When it come to loving me he's worst The first cut is the deepest baby i know The first cut is the deepest try to love again...

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